The third time I let go Posted by By Sammie 23 February 2026 On Saturday we scattered Gran’s ashes in the same place we did Dad’s. And Grandad’s.…
Amor Ultra Tumulum Posted by By Sammie 15 February 2026 Yesterday felt like mine. Not “mum.” Not “organiser of everyone else’s life.” Just me. It…
Call of the Void Posted by By Sammie 10 February 2026 I don’t want to die. I want life to stop feeling like a battle. I…
Uncomfortably Numb Posted by By Sammie 5 February 2026 It’s Thursday now. Yesterday was spent making arrangements. The practical kind. The kind that pretend…
Gran Posted by By Sammie 3 February 2026 She died this morning. Gently, I hope. After a long life that held more love…
What remains Posted by By Sammie 2 February 2026 At least they’ll be together. That’s the one thought that doesn’t tear me open completely.…
Horns still raised Posted by By Sammie 23 January 2026 It’s a few weeks later now. The questions haven’t stopped—but something has shifted. We’re getting…
The pain, the waiting and the fear Posted by By Sammie 15 January 2026 I thought the storm had taken it with it. For a brief, fragile window, the…
The storm and the calm Posted by By Sammie 10 January 2026 Storm Goretti hit on Thursday with a violence we were warned not to underestimate—100-mile-an-hour winds,…
The family we deserved – and the one we built anyway Posted by By Sammie 4 January 2026 Sometimes I find myself so hung up on Joel’s past with Lisa. Not because he…